The Side effects of being considered rational

Sometimes it feels good to be stupid,behaving like a child.But when you are considered as a rational person, people believe that you will act rationally ,think rationally even when you are a emotional wreck.You have to be calm,composed,quiet when all you want to do is cry,shout and break a few skulls.It is dehumanizing at its best.I guess it is like putting someone on a pedestal to worship but alas! Gods don't have the luxuries of being human.